Thursday, May 11, 2006
WHEN THE MUSIC FADES
When The Music Fades Well for me yesterday and today have been very soggy days. Not just because it is raining or because it is foggy, I am really not sure why actually. I don't know if anyone else has felt this way the past couple of days but surely tomorrow can only be brighter ! I think I am realizing I am very dependant on others for hapiness which is not good. God is supposed to be my happiness! It isn't that I can't be happy on my own but, that I need people around a lot. I think it has been since Alabama that I realize that having people around is when I am at my happiest. Does that mean I am a needy, selfish person; maybe I am. Or possibly I am just a wonderful, fun-loving people person. I think I should probably focus on the latter. Anywho, I know this has been a not so upbeat post but, if you are going to read you have to take the good posts with the bad. Luv u guys!!!!! Drooping!
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Well Kim, i've always thought you were a needy selfish person, lol, just kidding, i love ya. I've been having some VERY rough times, especially today over numerous things, so i know how you feel..
All I have to say is SUCK IT UP, PRINCESS, the sun can't shine every day.
Thanks my friend. I knew I could count on you for inspirational words. I feel so much better!
Jesus wept.
I know how you feel, I'm going through some stuff too! Exciting news: My sis is in labor! I'm going to be an aunt any hour now! Yah!
It has been so much fun getting to know you....glad to have you around...happy you are a people person.
Steph
Ah yes...soggy days, I have a lot of those since Alabama; and for numerous reasons. I agree that God should be our strength, and all those happy things but God made Adam...he was lonely so what did he do? He made Eve. My point being that God created poeple to be there for each other, a bunch of fun loving happy people. Our job as friends is to support each, and enjoy being around each other.
I think that the idea of being selfish and needy is a lie, from you know who (Mr. sucky, firey, pointy eared, pointy tailed, pitch fork carring, poop face)...(my point being Satan Sucks)
I guess I don't have any deep inspirational words for this post, but just know better days are to come!
A big shmanks to the people who brighten my day with an exception of not neves because she says nasty things. I still love you though! I actually love it when it pours, I just want people around while it is pouring! p.s. I love freezies, but when they are not quite frozen. I guess that would make them sugared water. p.p.s. I love sugared water!
Scott have you decided if you are going to the concert? Or are you still being spontaneous? We are going away but I don't know what we are doing.
I am going to the concert indeed...what a great chance to watch an awsome concert there PP. Just think, you could see the one and only Raine Maida in person.
yeah, i agree with scott...
God made us with a desire to be around people... ie: Genesis...
but one thing that i have been learning lately is that i do depend too much on people to be my sufficiency... it is good to have those who you can share with, laugh with, cry with, and just go crazy and release with, but they are not to be one's sufficiency... i think that would make them an idol... or at least that is what i have done in the past... i love my friends, but when they get higher on the pedastal than God is, there lies the problem... God has taught me lately (especially without a vehicle) to enjoy the times alone... relish the peace and solitude and seek Him and listen to His voice and observe His creation during those times...
this is what i love about God... He gives us friends so that we may see a part of Him in these relationships and He gives us alone times so we can see another aspect of Him... they are both amazing gifts from our heavenly father... it is up to us to see them as that and enjoy them both... wow, that was longer than i thought it would be, but oh well... hopefully this makes sense and blesses...
though you may be old and scary i am glad ya went to bama too kim... glad you are investing in our kids as well... there are soggy days, but you don't have to drown... His strength is perfect...
Nice words Scott, your my hero man. lol, and I also envy you because I need to be at that concert! NEED TO BE! not WANT, NEED! GAH!
And i have tickets now...Section 2 Row L...have fun on the rock everyone!!! Superman's Dead!
Seriously, though, PP you guys have made my life a little less soggy. So, while you're sucking it up (sugar water?), just know that I love you (yes, I love the rest of you, too, though some of you only for your sexorific vehicles). Love and hugs (Warning: the person writing this may or may not be under the influence of Buckley's Syrup).
Okay, here's my blog:
www.iwant2bjustlikeu.com
Cassidys pumped.
So not neves...I'm going to give you a scenario.
Lets say perhaps that I am not Saul's mother and I want to celebrate the day my own way as my own day. And I am so excited about this and I want to tell you all about this in my very first blog comment on your blog ever. I could do that???could i really???
NO CAUSE I AM NOT A BLOGGER AND I CAN'T COMMENT ON YOUR BLOG.
I think something must be done here!
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